My last post said some of it. Here is an update: http://beepbeep.livejournal.com/1171657.html . My family is going through a lot. And I want to help where I can.
What frustrates me sometimes is how I can't will my body to do more than what it wants to do any more. I have my birthday Sunday and I was born on "Boss's Day." Well, my body is the boss. The rest of me just has to go along.